For the past weeks and months, October is the month where so many things had happened. Celebrations were there, incidents accidentally also happened and so on.Things are happening at work, loaded of new responsibilities handling Provincial areas now and guiding 4 people. It's not easy, why???, because they have different attitudes towards work, personality wise and so on again. I was also instructed to guide our one and only SA in Cebu, which is kinda hard for me since she's there and we can only communicate either call or e-mail. Well, anyway, do I have a choice? Can I say no to my big boss??? Personally, I have made so many things here in JobStreet, staying for 6 years already :-) Maybe, that's the reason why I stayed long, I did so many exciting and challenging things which I loved. Well, of course with the special mention of Baet who was with me for the past 6 years, saw everything that had happened to me with regard to work and personal life. She was very supportive and helpful and friendly, hahaha Baet better give me a nice gift on Christmas (joke). Now with the new management from our Sales Manager, hopefully things will be better for all of us who is still here in JS. At least now we can say that there is direction.......
At the other side of the month, me and my love had misunderstandings. I had to discover things from the past that really pains me..... Anyway, there was the first talk, first revelation of things that was not clear from the start. Last night, we had a arguement again from the discovery I had, it really makes me doubtful which is really not good for me and our relationship. But maybe I really need something to fully close the book and move on. It did from last night, I felt relieved from the first event. It is more discussed and I felt the sincerity more which he proves to me that I should not worry that much because I'm the one he loves and he has forgotten all about it and would like to be with me forever. I can only do praying for both of us now to survive everything and not to give up.....And so on and so forth that we have talked about, letting us both realize our current relationship and our future especially our plans. We just don't want to ruin it just like that..... Thank God that even after the argument, we did manage to talk better and open our minds for communication.I can only say to myself that I will never give up on us unless there would really come a time that we should accept that we really can't be us.I give it to God because I know there are reasons behind all of these which just makes us even stronger.
I am writing all of these because I want to finish the issue and close it by this way. I would like to have period ............................................................................ I'm just letting it out by writing it........ DONE, I don't want to be praning anymore....... All I want is to trust him now and onwards...........
Moving forward, today, I would really like to pursue my dream of going abroad to work and give my son a better life, again, I will mention Baet, don't forget to ask your sister in Dubai. I know from the trials I had here in PH, I know I can survive there, anyway it's for us and it will be our life. Guys, If you know any help that you can give me of going abroad, please feel free to contact me immediately via text, email or in person. I wanna work hard for my son and our future.
I end this writing now, because it's time to work again. Ohh by the way, I forgot to mention that my husband celebrated his 41st bday last October 4 and today October 26 is my Bitoy's 29th bday. Happy bday to both of you, you will never be forgotten and will always stay in my heart and Vince's heart. Guide us always in everything.............
