Today is just another day .....

It has been like this everyday and every night, almost every night I'm having a hard time to sleep. I'lve done so many things just to sleep but my mind keeps on thinking. I know I have so many things to be happy, my son, my work and people who loves me and my family.

But where is this leading to?

I want to find the way.

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Dear God

Dear God,

Today I pray for this to happen. I want to do what I really want to do. Please Lord give it to me soon.

I would really want to be very happy doing this.

What to wait for?

It's been past 12 midnight and still I'm in front of my laptop, I can't sleep. I don't know what to do now.
I want to rest, I want to do so many things. And there is one thing that keeps on bothering me, my dream last saturday, it's my husband, he's dead again in my dream though I already know that in my dream, just wondering why he is dead again.

Is there something my husband wants to tell me? Can someone please explain to me?

My wish list:

1. Move to new a career
2. New location of a new career if given an opportunity
3. I want my own house
4. I want someone to be with to be my companion, love and best friend.


So many things in my mind, I just don's know how to do it and fix it.