Thursday, May 26, 2005

View I love............

I just can't forget this view I got from the resort where we had our Teambuilding at La Luz Batangas ..............



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It's just so babaw of me to be happy with this since I don't really travel a lot to view nice places :-( But at least I had this with my son....

Wednesday, May 25, 2005

A ride from Libis

Hey guys, days past by and so many things happened to me and to that I forgot to upload our pics when we had lunch @ Libis Tokyo Tokyo with Kim, Shiena, Baet, Raffy, Me and Maya.
Kim, the belated birthday girl also treated us dessert in Jack's Loft for that delicious, sugar rush cakes including the so called cake of Kim "The Jologs cake" :-)

Then we never had a hard time going back to the office because we had our ride to Maya's new car (given by her family business :-) ) wow, it was a ride and she's the driver. Will Maya ever forget the unforgettable scream of Raffy: "May trackkkkk" and we all laugh inside her car, really Raffy is making Maya nervous while driving huh, but she can't make it, maya is already confident :-)

Here are the pics with our happy faces even if some of us are sick :

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Tuesday, May 24, 2005

ahh basta ........

Just wanted to write this for my own peace and happiness........

"Ah basta, I will be happy kahit pilitin nila ako idown, maubos na ang luha ko pero I will fight kung san ako masaya dumaan man ako ng hirap basta masaya ako at kami ni Vince.....na kasama ang mahal ko....... yup i just really hope na magkasama kami sa kahit anong hirap na daanin namin pareho. Yun lng tlaga hingi at dasal ko kay Lord, as in yun lng tpos everything will follow na, pati success in life kasama na rin basta magkasama kaming tatlo...... I'm sure mauunawaan din nila ako in time na makita nilang naka survive ako at masaya.

Kahit kelan naman I have no regrets sa mga pinasok ko at pinagdesisyonan ko kahit pa dumanas ako ng hirap..... tinanggap ko yun at pinanindigan dahil alam kong kaya ko......"

Friday, May 20, 2005

Tuesday, May 17, 2005

How can we be accepted and when?

Monday was a bad day for me, some of my friends know bout it I came into the office very early but all of a sudden it was ruined just by a simple phone call from my mom. I was just seeking help for my bill in Manila Water, to have it checked by my brother why we had a huge bill amount. Tnen another issue came to her mouth , me having my bf.

Yes, I know they wanted to get to know him but both me and my bf is just getting the right time to meet my family. I really can't explain it, it's so painful for me to hear words that are not worth it for me. The momentum of introducing him to them is going down slowly.

How can they understand me?
When can they try to understand me?
Do they really want me to be happy?
What do they want me to do?
How can I be able to reach out to them?
Am I the one to start reaching out to them?

And so many questions that's been bothering me since then............ I can only do nothing but cry........ The feeling of missing my dad so much........ Talking to him of about everything without hesitance........ I know very much that he will understand me, support me and guide me to the point of me getting hurt in the end if ever....... He taught me of being so strong and how to stand alone by myself....... Teaching me of to face all consequences whatever decision I may decide........ Always asking me of what I feel and how I feel......... Bothers to know things with my life, with my son and my work....... He just encourages me to do whatever I want, to do things which will make me happy, things that will make me a better person and so on and so forth........I know whateve I maybe experiencing these days, he's always behind me, still supporting me all throughout....... protecting me of bad things and evils.......... guiding me of right path to take......
whispering into my ears love and affection.......... God I miss all of that and dearly misses him so much...... Really I'm a Papa's girl..... but who cares, I am proud to be one......

How I really wish I was like that with my mom...... how I really beg to be close to her but I don't know how.......

I know in time we will be, only God can guide me of this and also with the help of my dad.....

I also wish that they can accept me and my bf as one already together with my son........

Please Lord God, help me and give me a sign of walking thru this path of going to them....

Tuesday, May 10, 2005

A Wedding to Remember @ Tagaytay

A much awaited wedding of Tinette and Carlo after spending 8 years together as I heard from Carlo's dad :-)

Of course, we are all in a nice, sexy and good looking outfits.

And we just had a semi-reunion from old JobStreeters ......

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"At the Church - Ina ng Laging Saklolo"
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"During the cocktails"
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"While waiting for the dinner and enjoying the nice view from the terrace"
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"John and Me and Claude"
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"Me and Moh Ik from RnD of Malaysia"
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"The Pioneers of JS - Camille, Baet, Me and Candice"
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"With the Bride before going home"

Tuesday, May 03, 2005

Beach Time at La Luz

See it here at La Luz :-)

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"Mini stop departure 4:00 am"; "At the tourist bus going South Petron"; "Birthday boy Raffy and Carol"

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"Honey of Vince (Abi) and Richie"; "The latest loveteam from the teambuilding-Claude and Kimchi"
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"One of the activities-Ms. Jobstreet 2005"
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"At the beach with our suites"

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"Ang Mag-ama"; "Ang Mag-ina"; "At and mag-ate"

Songs for me :-) as dedicated by him

Song I

After All

By: Al Jarreau

There, there was a time I knew
That no matter come what may, love would prevail.
Then, inside the dreams, I knew
Came the question lovers fear, Can true love fail?

Then I would miss the childhood wish and haven't I sung to you
Of the knight in armor bright, faithful and true to you, darling,

After all, I will be the one to hold you in my arms
After all, I will be the one to hold you
I will be the one to hold you in my arms, in my arms.

I know in my heart and mind
that no matter come what may, love will survive.
Love, the author of space and time.
Keeps the galaxies and each sparrow alive.

And the love that heals the wound after the war is through
Is the knight in armor bright, faithful and true to you, darling,

After all, I will be the one to hold you in my arms
After all, I will be the one to hold you
I will be the one to hold you in my arms, in my arms

Don't you know
After all, I will be the one to hold you in my arms
Telling you
After all, I will be the one to hold you,
I will be the one to hold you in my arms, in my arms

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Song II

BECAUSE

By: Julian Lennon

It’s right that I should care about you
And try to make you happy when you’re blue
It’s right, it’s right to feel the way I do
Because, because I love you

It’s wrong to say I don’t think of you
Cause when you say these things
You know you make me blue

Give me one kiss and I’ll be happy
Just – Just to be with you

Give me, give me a chance to be near you
Because, because I love you

It’s wrong to say I don’t think of you
Cause when you say these things
You know you make me blue

Give me one kiss and I’ll be happy
Just – Just to be with you
Give me, give me a chance to be near you
Because, because I love you
Because, because I love you