Whatever!!!!!!! --- >>>Don't be puzzled

I will really never know what will happen next in my whole life, my entire life. I will be the one to decide on what will really happen and bloom. As for the moment career wise, I need to move to another step of my career, if not in this country and to a better company, I will have to relocate to abroad. This is for the better of my life with my son. I can only rely to myself and to no one else. If God will let me marry again, this will happen at the right time and to the right guy.

My A-holics team knows half of my entire life, now of what's hapenning to me (they know what it is) they just commented "WHATEVER". My half sister knows about it too, and she said : "Don't be puzzled, just let it flow just like the number 8, it goes on and on and does not have an ending. Just let it be and let it happen, and things will fall into the right place". My sister is right, I shouldn't be thinking of it, meaning I should not let it be important. My friends tell that I should stop and avoid but how can I be happy of helping if I'll do that. I am not expecting anymore, I have accepted it although it's hard but I know I can make though, I know myself, this will be easy for me.

I know what I want, I know what I want to do, I know my plans, I am focused and I can make decisions.

There are always reasons behind for everything that is happening to me ................
Patience will be my guide and perseverance.